I need my best friends right now....=(

QingHua....
Khai Syuen...
Wei Yuin......
I really need you guys right now!!!!
I am very upset and mad at the same time....=(
how I wish I could tell you guys all about it this Monday...
But It's a HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna cry right now!!!!!!;(
I really don't know what to do!!!!=(
I wish I could call you guys and tell you guys about everything....
But, I'll feel guilty if I've disturbed you guys or spoiled your day because of me....=(
maybe I could wait till Thursday and cry all I wanted,but this hursday should be our happy day....
Can you guys give me a hint? Tell me what should I do!!!

p/s: I wanna cry is not because it's a holiday okay?

It's because I saw something a few minutes ago and I am really very sad about it...=(