The start of my new life....

That's it.. The start of my new life...

I've just finished my high school life, then many things were popping in my head!! Wanna see my list? Here you go :


1.Driving lessons
2.College/University/Form Six
3.Work part-time
4.Outings with friends and family


Yada... Yada... Yada...

Why did I cancel number 2 you ask? That's because I'm still clueless about what to do next.
I have asked around about the PSYCHOLOGY course and just turned out that most of the counselor's who talked to me said that "Malaysia isn't in demand for a Psychologist yet, so....... you might not find a job"

Bummer...

I've always wanted to study the MASS COMMUNICATION course actually, it is really really really interesting i would say, maybe it's because I love it? But what can you do when your parents does not agree with it....?

Dreams shattered....... Lost....... Upset.......

Those were the words that could describe me now...

Whatever.

Then, goes to Driving lessons.
In Malaysia, you have to attend a 5 hour course, then take the UNDANG Examination, then attend another 3 hour course, etc etc etc............

I've just attended the 5 hour course yesterday, just like my friends told me, it was.... BORING!!!!!!!!
It was supposed to be interesting as the lecturer was telling us jokes, but after the jokes, he went through the topics that usually come out during our UNDANG Examination, THERE was when the boring-ness started.

Oh boy, i tried to keep my eyes opened but my eyelids were SO HEAVY!!!!!

I went with my friend yesterday, she actually fell asleep as soon as the lecturer introduced himself. I pity the lecturer...

Okay~ that's all for now so far.... Stay tuned!! x)

with love,
xoxo.

TTS (TaeTiSeo) – Love Sick Lyrics

TTS (TaeTiSeo) – Love Sick Lyrics

Romanization + Hangul + Translation

[Tiffany] Nan cheoeumieotjyo ireon gibun

Da ppaetgyeo beoryeotjyo ontong

Mameul nan eojjeojyo nan eojjeom johayo;

[Seohyun] Nan eoreumi doejyo ape seomyeon

Da mangchyeo beorijyo motnan malman

Nal eojjeomyeon baborago

Saenggag haesseul jido molla

Wae ireoke nal mandeun geojyo;

[Tiffany] Naege dollyeo jwoyo geudaega

Mollae humchyeogan nae mam heoragdo

Eobsi yego eobsi deureowa wae heundeureo nwa

Naman aetago ullige hae;

[Taeyeon] Maeil gidohaeyo geudaega nareul

Dora bol geu nal han yeojaro

Barabol sun eobtnayo imi neujeo beorin georyo

Cheoeumieotjyo sarangeul alge doen georyo;

[Seohyun] Nan gamchul su eobtjyo ireon pyojeong

Da deulkyeo beoryeotjyo mongttang

Nareul nan eojjeojyo nan eojjeom johayo;

[Taeyeon] Da hayake doejyo geudael bomyeon

Domangchyeo beorijyo ai cheoreom

Nal eojjeom byeolnago cham isang hadago

Saenggag haesseul jido molla

Wae ireoke na byeonhan geojyo;

[Tiffany] Naege dollyeo jwoyo geudaega

Mollae humchyeogan nae mam heoragdo

Eobsi yego eobsi deureowa wae heundeureo nwa

Naman aetago ullige hae;

[Seohyun] Maeil gidohaeyo geudaega nareul

Dora bol geu nal han yeojaro

Barabol sun eobtnayo imi neujeo beorin georyo

Cheoeumieotjyo sarangeul alge doen georyo;

[Tiffany] I sarangeun gamgi cheoreom

Areumyeon natneun geongayo

Tto dasi apeumyeon eotteoghajyo;

[Seohyun] Jebal gajyeogayo geudaega nuneul tteuge

Han sarang nunchido eobsi sori eobsi

Dagawa wae heundeureo nwa

Naman wonhago apeuge hae;

[Taeyeon] Maeil gidaehaeyo geudaega

Nareul ara jul geu nal han beonjjeumeun ilwojil sun

Eobtnayo manhi gidaryeo on georyo

Cheoeumi eotjyo sarangeul alge doen georyo

난 처음이었죠 이런 기분 다 뺏겨 버렸죠 온통 맘을 난 어쩌죠 난 어쩜 좋아요

난 얼음이 되죠 앞에 서면 다 망쳐 버리죠 못난 말만 날 어쩌면 바보라고 생각 했을지도 몰라
왜 이렇게 날 만든 거죠

내게 돌려줘요 그대가 몰래 훔쳐간 내 맘 허락도 없이 예고 없이 들어와 왜 흔들어 놔
나만 애타고 울리게 해
매일 기도해요 그대가 나를 돌아 볼 그 날 한 여자로 바라볼 순 없나요 이미 늦어 버린걸요
처음이었죠 사랑을 알게 된 걸요

난 감출 수 없죠 이런 표정 다 들켜 버렸죠 몽땅 나를 난 어쩌죠 난 어쩜 좋아요

다 하얗게 되죠 그댈 보면 도망쳐 버리죠 아이처럼 날 어쩜 별나고 참 이상하다고 생각 했을지도 몰라
왜 이렇게 나 변한 거죠

내게 돌려줘요 그대가 몰래 훔쳐간 내 맘 허락도 없이 예고 없이 들어와 왜 흔들어 놔
나만 애타고 울리게 해
매일 기도해요 그대가 나를 돌아 볼 그 날 한 여자로 바라볼 순 없나요 이미 늦어 버린걸요
처음이었죠 사랑을 알게 된 걸요

이 사랑은 감기처럼 앓으면 낫는 건가요 또 다시 아프면 어떡하죠

제발 가져가요 그대가 눈을 뜨게 한 사랑 눈치도 없이 소리 없이 다가와 왜 흔들어 놔
나만 원하고 아프게 해
매일 기대해요 그대가 나를 알아 줄 그 날 한 번쯤은 이뤄질 순 없나요 많이 기다려 온 걸요
처음이었죠 사랑을 알게 된 걸요

It was the first time feeling like this

My entire heart has been taken from me

What do I do? What should I do?

In front of you, I become ice

I ruin it all with good-for-nothing words

You might have thought

that I was stupid

Why did you make me like this

Give it back to me,

my heart that you took without knowing

Why did you come inside without permission,

without warning and shake me up?

You burn me up and make me cry

I pray every day for the day you will look back to me

Can’t you see me as a woman? Is it already too late?

It was the first time I got to know love

I can’t hide this face

Everything about me was caught

What do I do? What should I do?

When I see you, I turn white

I run away like a child

You might have thought

I was arrogant and strange

Why did I change like this?

Give it back to me,

my heart that you took without knowing

Why did you come inside without permission,

without warning and shake me up?

You burn me up and make me cry

I pray every day for the day you will look back to me

Can’t you see me as a woman? Is it already too late?

It was the first time I got to know love

Will it get better if

I’m love sick like a cold?

What happens if I’m love sick again?

Please take it away,

this love that opened my eyes to you

Why did you come to me without caution,

without sound and shake me up?

You make me want you and be in pain

I hope every day for the day you will finally acknowledge me

Can’t it be fulfilled just once? I’ve waited for a long time

It was the first time I got to know love

It has been a while since I last stopped by here.

In love with this song currently~ <3

Appreciate life...

FOURTH POST FOR THE DAY!!!

GOSH!! I MUST BE MAD!!!

But, I must post this. I just went through the comments some of my readers left. Although it does not relate to the post I posted that day, but... One of them made me want to post this now.

"柯凡沈俊銘豐 said...

不要去想沒拿到的東西，多想想自己手裡所擁有的......."

Don't ever think about the things you don't have, instead, think about the things you already have.

Appreciate life, people. Some of them don't even have the life to appreciate. 

This Chinese girl is playing the piano with no fingers on one hand. She lives in a small town and has never seen a piano until 3 years ago. This video made me realize how lucky we are.

All the best to everyone in life!!! x)

Mr. Taxi Taxi Taxi

Third post for the day!! Trying to make my blog alive again~~ xDD
Anyway, there will be this Japanese singing competition in my school in April, my friends told me to participate in the competition, but, I'm not so good in Japanese songs!!! >.

What should I do??!!

Then I thought of this song, by these people.

Honestly, among all the pictures I've seen, I like this the most~ Way to go!!

Still. I'm NOT a fan of them!!!!! xP

So Nyuh Shi Dae, also known as Girls' Generation- Mr. Taxi.

[Taeyeon] Tokyo, Seoul, London, New York 
[Taeyeon] Kimama ni sekai wo drive tonight
[Jessica] Kakuchi de hirou suru new style 
[Jessica] Mita koto nai mono dake mise tageru
[Tiffany] Hora kocchi wo mite sukoshi keikai seyo! 
[Seohyun] Ano hidari handoru yori nan-bai mo
[Sunny] I'm so fast

[All] Mr. Taxi, Taxi, Taxi soutou jeukshi jeukshi jeukshi
[Yoona] Oitsukenai supiido de
[Yuri] Nee tsuite kureru no?
[All] Mr. Taxi, Taxi, Taxi soutou jeukshi jeukshi jeukshi
[Sooyoung] Hikari kagayaku
[Seohyun] Kedo furerarenai no
[Tiffany] Masani Supersonic n' hypertonic
[Hyoyeon] Ubatte hoshii no
[Sunny] You take me ima sugu
[All] Mr. Taxi, Taxi, Taxi soutou jeukshi jeukshi jeukshi
[Jessica] Kedo kantan ni
[Taeyeon] Wa ikanai no yo

[Tiffany] Machi no higa marude shooting star 
[Tiffany] Tsugi no mokutekichi made non-stop
[Seohyun] Enjin-on dake nokoshite 
[Seohyun] Dashi boja ushirode de say goodbye
[Sunny] Hora yosomi shinaide bouken seyo! 
[Taeyeon] Ano migi handoru yori mo tashika yo
[Jessica] I'm so sure
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/snsd/mr_taxi.html ]
[All] Mr. Taxi, Taxi, Taxi soutou jeukshi jeukshi jeukshi
[Yoona] Oitsukenai supiido de
[Yuri] Nee tsuite ko reru no?
[All] Mr. Taxi, Taxi, Taxi soutou jeukshi jeukshi jeukshi
[Sooyoung] Hikari kagayaku
[Seohyun] Kedo fure rarenai no
[Tiffany] Masani Supersonic n' hypertonic
[Hyoyeon] Ubatte hoshii no
[Sunny] You take me ima sugu
[All] Mr. Taxi, Taxi, Taxi soutou jeukshi jeukshi jeukshi
[Jessica] Kedo kantan ni
[Taeyeon] Wa ikanai no yo

[Sooyoung] 1, 2, 3 -- here we go! 
[Yuri] Doko e demo jiyuujizai yo
[Sunny] Sou uchuu no hate de sae mo
[Sooyoung] Negai dourina no yo doushite fuan na no?
[Jessica] And I don't know why, and I don't know why
[Tiffany] Tsuite kite yo nee I don't wanna say good bye, goodbye ([Taeyeon] Goodbye. Don't wanna say goodbye)

[All] Mr. Taxi, Taxi, Taxi soutou jeukshi jeukshi jeukshi
[Yoona] Oitsukenai supiido de
[Yuri] Nee tsuite ko reru no?
[All] Mr. Taxi, Taxi, Taxi soutou jeukshi jeukshi jeukshi
[Sooyoung] Hikari kagayaku
[Seohyun] Kedo fure rarenai no
[Tiffany] Masani Supersonic n' hypertonic
[Hyoyeon] Ubatte hoshii no
[Sunny] You take me ima sugu
[All] Mr. Taxi, Taxi, Taxi soutou jeukshi jeukshi jeukshi
[Jessica] Kedo kantan ni
[Taeyeon] Wa ikanai no yo

再 一 次 相 遇 我 会 紧 紧 抱 着 你

 Second post for the day!!
Just would like to share that I've watched "You Are The Apple Of My Eye" with HY, JMI and their brothers and CY and her sister last year. It was a nice show honestly, THUMBS UP!!!

Got addicted to the song right after the show : (Enjoy!!)


胡夏 Hu Xia – 那些年 NA XIE NIAN (PINYIN)

又  回  到  最  初  的 起 点
yòu huí dào zuì chū de qí diǎn
记 忆 中    你 青   涩 的 脸
jì yì zhōng nǐ qīng sè de liǎn
我 们  终    於 来  到  了 这  一 天
wǒ men zhōng yū lái dào le zhè yì tiān
桌   垫   下  的 老  照   片
zhuō diàn xià de lǎo zhào piàn
无 数  回  忆 连   结
wú shù huí yì lián jié
今  天   男  孩  要  赴 女 孩  最  后  的 约
jīn tiān nán hái yào fù nǚ hái zuì hòu de yuē
又  回  到  最  初  的 起 点
yòu huí dào zuì chū de qí diǎn
呆  呆  地 站   在  镜   子 前
dāi dāi dì zhàn zài jìng zi qián
笨  拙   系 上    红   色 领   带  的 结
bèn zhuō jì shàng hóng sè lǐng dài de jié
将    头  发 梳  成    大 人  模 样
jiāng tóu fa shū chéng dà rén mú yàng
穿    上    一 身   帅    气 西 装
chuān shàng yì shēn shuài qì xī zhuāng
等   会  儿 见   你 一 定   比 想    像    美
děng huì ér jiàn nǐ yí dìng bǐ xiǎng xiàng měi
好  想    再  回  到  那 些  年   的 时  光
hǎo xiǎng zài huí dào nà xiē nián de shí guāng
回  到  教   室  座  位  前   后    故 意 讨  你 温  柔  的 骂
huí dào jiào shì zuò wèi qián hòu   gù yì tǎo nǐ wēn róu de mà
黑  板  上    排  列  组 合   你 舍  得 解  开  吗
hēi bǎn shàng pái liè zǔ hé   nǐ shě dé jiě kāi ma
谁   与 谁   坐  他 又  爱 着  她
shuí yǔ shuí zuò tā yòu ài zhe tā
那 些  年   错  过  的 大 雨
nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ
那 些  年   错  过  的 爱 情
nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng
好  想    拥   抱  你   拥   抱  错  过  的 勇   气
hǎo xiǎng yōng bào nǐ   yōng bào cuò guò de yǒng qì
曾   经   想    征    服 全   世  界
céng jīng xiǎng zhēng fú quán shì jiè
到  最  后  回  首   才  发 现
dào zuì hòu huí shǒu cái fā xiàn
这  世  界  滴 滴 点   点   全   部 都  是  你
zhè shì jiè dī dī diǎn diǎn quán bù dōu shì nǐ
那 些  年   错  过  的 大 雨
nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ
那 些  年   错  过  的 爱 情
nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng
好  想    告  诉 你   告  诉 你 我 没  有  忘   记
hǎo xiǎng gào su nǐ   gào su nǐ wǒ méi yǒu wàng jì
那 天   晚  上    满  天   星   星
nà tiān wǎn shang mǎn tiān xīng xing
平   行   时  空   下  的 约  定
píng xíng shí kōng xià de yuē dìng
再  一 次 相    遇 我 会  紧  紧  抱  着  你
zài yí cì xiāng yù wǒ huì jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ
紧  紧  抱  着  你
jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ
又  回  到  最  初  的 起 点
yòu huí dào zuì chū de qí diǎn
呆  呆  地 站   在  镜   子 前
dāi dāi dì zhàn zài jìng zi qián
笨  拙   系 上    红   色 领   带  的 结
bèn zhuō jì shàng hóng sè lǐng dài de jié
将    头  发 梳  成    大 人  模 样
jiāng tóu fa shū chéng dà rén mú yàng
穿    上    一 身   帅    气 西 装
chuān shàng yì shēn shuài qì xī zhuāng
等   会  儿 见   你 一 定   比 想    像    美
děng huì ér jiàn nǐ yí dìng bǐ xiǎng xiàng měi
好  想    再  回  到  那 些  年   的 时  光
hǎo xiǎng zài huí dào nà xiē nián de shí guāng
回  到  教   室  座  位  前   后    故 意 讨  你 温  柔  的 骂
huí dào jiào shì zuò wèi qián hòu   gù yì tǎo nǐ wēn róu de mà
黑  板  上    排  列  组 合   你 舍  得 解  开  吗
hēi bǎn shàng pái liè zǔ hé   nǐ shě dé jiě kāi ma
谁   与 谁   坐  他 又  爱 着  她
shuí yǔ shuí zuò tā yòu ài zhe tā
那 些  年   错  过  的 大 雨
nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ
那 些  年   错  过  的 爱 情
nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng
好  想    拥   抱  你   拥   抱  错  过  的 勇   气
hǎo xiǎng yōng bào nǐ   yōng bào cuò guò de yǒng qì
曾   经   想    征    服 全   世  界
céng jīng xiǎng zhēng fú quán shì jiè
到  最  后  回  首   才  发 现
dào zuì hòu huí shǒu cái fā xiàn
这  世  界  滴 滴 点   点   全   部 都  是  你
zhè shì jiè dī dī diǎn diǎn quán bù dōu shì nǐ
那 些  年   错  过  的 大 雨
nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ
那 些  年   错  过  的 爱 情
nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng
好  想    告  诉 你   告  诉 你 我 没  有  忘   记
hǎo xiǎng gào su nǐ   gào su nǐ wǒ méi yǒu wàng jì
那 天   晚  上    满  天   星   星
nà tiān wǎn shang mǎn tiān xīng xing
平   行   时  空   下  的 约  定
píng xíng shí kōng xià de yuē dìng
再  一 次 相    遇 我 会  紧  紧  抱  着  你
zài yí cì xiāng yù wǒ huì jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ
紧  紧  抱  着  你
jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ
那 些  年   错  过  的 大 雨
nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ
那 些  年   错  过  的 爱 情
nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng
好  想    拥   抱  你   拥   抱  错  过  的 勇   气
hǎo xiǎng yōng bào nǐ   yōng bào cuò guò de yǒng qì
曾   经   想    征    服 全   世  界
céng jīng xiǎng zhēng fú quán shì jiè
到  最  后  回  首   才  发 现
dào zuì hòu huí shǒu cái fā xiàn
这  世  界  滴 滴 点   点   全   部 都  是  你
zhè shì jiè dī dī diǎn diǎn quán bù dōu shì nǐ
那 些  年   错  过  的 大 雨
nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ
那 些  年   错  过  的 爱 情
nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng
好  想    告  诉 你   告  诉 你 我 没  有  忘   记
hǎo xiǎng gào su nǐ   gào su nǐ wǒ méi yǒu wàng jì
那 天   晚  上    满  天   星   星
nà tiān wǎn shang mǎn tiān xīng xing
平   行   时  空   下  的 约  定
píng xíng shí kōng xià de yuē dìng
再  一 次 相    遇 我 会  紧  紧  抱  着  你
zài yí cì xiāng yù wǒ huì jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ
紧  紧  抱  着  你   <3
jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ

You are a distraction...

It has been ages since I updated this blog~ But today, I found the inspiration to write again!!
Found these poems online and found that it really describes the situation I'm in a few weeks ago. Enjoy!!

now i know (there's no hope)

you don't even know the pain i feel
when i start to question what is real
i know you're the cause
my lust for you gnaws
its way, through my brain
and i'm here, alone standing
by myself, with tears of understanding
rolling down my cheeks

now i know my bended
heart won't be mended
by your love....
no longer will i cry
or ask for help from up above
i don't blame thee
i blame myself for my insecurities

this time i'm really confused
about what i should do
i have this fear of never being satisfied
i can't find stable happiness,
i've tried and tried
this isn't easy,
i'm the butt of my own joke
i want some affection, this is all i hope

now i know my bended
heart won't be mended
by your love....
no longer will i cry
or ask for help from up above
and i'll live my life until i die
wondering if i'll ever be satisfied
it's not easy being the butt of your own joke
i want some affection, this is all i hope

-Derek del Barrio

will i ever love again

will i ever love again
a question on my mind
will i ever love another
like you in this life

if it was meant to be it'll happen
this is what i am told
but i fear i won't find another
and will die alone

will i ever love again
i really miss you now
will i ever love again
thinking about it just brings me down

i wake up at night
with tears in my eyes
my heart starts pounding
and i begin to cry

well it's better to have loved
and i still have my memories
they'll always make me happy
and set my heart at ease

-Derek del Barrio